a [loud] lullaby: February 2003

and i would sing you a loud lullaby. when you hover aside and fall asleep. and when you drift in dreams... my loud lullaby will keep you awake.

silence.silence.silence

2 comments Published Monday, February 10, 2003 by yani patrik.

0Have you had the feeling that everything suddenly so quiet, you woke up from your sleep, you cannot move and you hear none....nothing, everything so quiet.

Then these pictures flashes in front of your eyes and mind, the pictures of family, friends, foes, someone you love, the joy and tragedy you’ve experienced. Everything from your past moment just pass you trough that seconds of silence.

Then whispering inside your heart your conscience, your conscience know that you weren’t ready. I’m not ready yet, we’re not ready !!. When this kind of thought strikes, it freaks me out a lot....

Some people said that life is just like the flow of river, you just flow. Some river went to ocean rushing, storming everything that comes in their way. the other just flow quietly, lightly and calmly, while other unlucky river runs dry. So what kind of river were we ??. you tell me !!. Every river had a point to change their speed. The catastrophic river can be calm in some point, while the calm flowing river can suddenly be a disaster if a hard rain falls. And every river has and end, the ocean ends every flow..., where we ends ??, Death...

I was among them who believe that every human had a turning point in their life. Only when was that turning point showed up ??. beat the hell out off me !!. if you feel that this is your time to move on, don't hesitate !! move on, crawling, standing, walking then running !!. it's your life and you decide which way you want to go. And knowing that there is going to be a lot more turning point to come..., perhaps this is what people called " growing up "..,

Yet, we cannot forget to mention that sometime things just doesn't work out..., hey it's life isn't it ??. The biggest regret will knock on our head when we're never fight on what we want in our life. To flow or fight your life it's up to you.... I'm not going to tell you what you're supposed to do with your life.. Again..it's your call..

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