It was an ordinary conversation, when me and some of old friends met at my campus, it was a nice reunion. We laugh, and cheering throwing jokes on each other. The mood suddenly change when one my friend pops the question on this " someone ". Who ??, what someone ??..., my friend replied " Someone you 'll spend the rest of your life with !!.."

To be honest, at first I thought that they were planning on mocking me. The fact that all of them already had a boy friend, or girl friend. In fact, one of them already had a daughter !!. And I'm the only one who's not !!.

In unstoppable speed, one of my friend spit his words, " I want a nice girl, beautiful face and with nice teeth, tall and have a killer body !!, and rich !!". Yeah, dream on it !!. The other one jumps in " I want a man with great understanding, no mustache and beard, had a good job and good money, willing to compromise my shopping behavior !!". Words after words, and I know that they were joking..., they already have their " someone " right ??

Yet I'm still there, not listening or even laughing on that jokes. That simple question strikes me..

Realizing that something is missing, they turn their head on me and looked at me carefully. " Hey, we thought you've let her go.. ". I replied in an unpleasant tone, " Hey done is done !!, all of you know me better than that !!". They smiled, " So what about this silence, you said almost nothing..."

"..No, nothing....", They looked at each other and laugh.., "..yeah right !!, it's not like we just met yesterday. Looking at you with that face which makes you look older in second and your hands covering your mouth..., you definitively had something on your mind !!". I laugh...they are my best friends... When we stop laughing, they still looked at me, waiting for anything that I had in mind to flow out of my mouth...

Ok.., I want someone to take me as I am. That's it ??, of course not..., my definition on " take me as I am " means...

...I want someone who wakes me up in the morning and whisper in my ears to tell me that she loves me, someone who hold my hand when I failed and whisper " don't worry dear, I'm here, ..we'll get trough this..", someone who enjoy a second of eternity when I hug her from behind just to smell her hair, someone who draws the best out of me, someone who smiles on my success and whisper ".. you did it..", then I replied" no dear, we did it ", someone who could see a simple forever in my eyes, someone who dare to dream with me and fighting hard to make it true, someone faithful and honest, and everyday she makes make me feel complete...., and she realize that she gets the same thing from me...

There was so many expectation, but that night I kept it all to myself. That night I just said "..someone who takes me as I am.."posted @ 3:36 AM   0 comments