and i would sing you a loud lullaby. when you hover aside and fall asleep. and when you drift in dreams... my loud lullaby will keep you awake.




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Fast changes are arriving....

Sometime, when you stand in front of a mirror, you see something different. You didn't found your self on it. The reflection was not you, it was someone else. You realize that something changes. The image looks just like you but it wasn't you, your ego maybe ??, or your arch-enemy ??. Or you see a hero in front of you ??.

If you ask me what I see, I saw my arch-enemy. I saw the man who laughs at every single failure that I made. I saw a man who supposed to be the cause of my failure, I saw my laziness, I saw my incapability, I saw my weakness, I saw my pain, I saw my anger....., I saw my dark side. And that moment I had to decide to deal with him or run away....

I choose to deal with him.

It's not easy to deal with someone you've lived with since you were born. He knows me too well. I almost give up, but when I see that face again.., I know I can't take it anymore. Enough is enough...

So I decided to fight with a bigger will, with a constant prayer.

Did it works ??, well... I do have a slight improvement. And I know that a small step or a big step, it's going to take me further, to make all what I want to do with my life became a reality. Right now I choose to crawl, then I hope I'll be able to stand, walk and run to my path of life. I know that I can do it, I must !!. I can't let that " good for nothing " bastard win !!.

Is this a turning point ??, maybe it is. If you find a hero reflected by a mirror, then I'm glad for you. If you find that bastard, don't hesitate to fight !!. This is your life and you're the king !! ( And I dare to bet you...., that crown doesn't fit on their heads !! )


 

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