a [loud] lullaby: April 2005

and i would sing you a loud lullaby. when you hover aside and fall asleep. and when you drift in dreams... my loud lullaby will keep you awake.

things.things.things

2 comments Published Thursday, April 21, 2005 by yani patrik.

I realize that a lot of this happened lately...

And I got to the point where I must think carefully on which direction I would take...

Now, I have to move out from this town... And I totally unprepared... I love this town... And it's always hard to leave things that you love behind.

I maybe a little lost for a while.. but thanks to some really amazing people... I managed to stay survive... alive...

PS:
It's not that I've abandoned this blog... I'm not... I still updated on weekly based on my LiveJournal account... Just click the link I provide in the links section.

posted @ 5:11 PM 2 comments

crush.crush.crush

0 comments Published Wednesday, April 06, 2005 by yani patrik.

I don't know what I want... It's like walking out from my fortress of solitude just to be slaughtered.... "here's my head... claim your easy victory!!", or just shout... " go ahead... analyze me... I draw macro expression.... so it wouldn't be a problem...."

I realize that I've take my option... And I knew that all my senses are pointing out to the fact that there is a tremendous space between us... not mentioning the outstanding level of difference...

Guess what?... I'm in love with my own nightmare....

posted @ 2:26 AM 0 comments