and i would sing you a loud lullaby. when you hover aside and fall asleep. and when you drift in dreams... my loud lullaby will keep you awake.
Cupid : "alone in valentine?...."
Spin : "shut up...., it's ur fault....."
Cupid : "geez...., it's not like it's all my fault...."
Spin : " you know what you stupid cupid....."
Cupid : "what?...."
Spin : "I seriously think that you need a pair new glasses...., you keep missing in aiming your arrow lately....."
Cupid : "wha......."
dead silence......posted @ 11:59 PM 3 comments
Spin : "shut up...., it's ur fault....."
Cupid : "geez...., it's not like it's all my fault...."
Spin : " you know what you stupid cupid....."
Cupid : "what?...."
Spin : "I seriously think that you need a pair new glasses...., you keep missing in aiming your arrow lately....."
Cupid : "wha......."
dead silence......posted @ 11:59 PM 3 comments
I played soccer a few days ago, with some of my cousin... err... no not soccer, but futsal...
It was major fun, it surprised me that I still had the stamina to keep running and kicking the ball for more than an hour, I know that it was a small pitch, but still... I'm surprised...
The final score was 13 - 15, and my team were lost... but it was okay, I made my first hattrick in years, and missed tons of free header in front of the goal... ( I think I lost my killer touch ) but hey, I was a wing back anyway... and three goals for a wing back is wickedly awesome.... heheh..
But later that night, my legs is killing me, it felt like it was made from wood... stiff. It took me two day to fully recover....
I'm planning to go back to Jogja on Monday.... Heh... Can't wait...
posted @ 10:30 PM 0 comments
It was major fun, it surprised me that I still had the stamina to keep running and kicking the ball for more than an hour, I know that it was a small pitch, but still... I'm surprised...
The final score was 13 - 15, and my team were lost... but it was okay, I made my first hattrick in years, and missed tons of free header in front of the goal... ( I think I lost my killer touch ) but hey, I was a wing back anyway... and three goals for a wing back is wickedly awesome.... heheh..
But later that night, my legs is killing me, it felt like it was made from wood... stiff. It took me two day to fully recover....
I'm planning to go back to Jogja on Monday.... Heh... Can't wait...
posted @ 10:30 PM 0 comments
A funeral and a wedding
I’m in my hometown Semarang, and two things happened here… a funeral and a wedding…
Last year on when I joined LJ, and blogspot, I wrote an entry about a friend that cheat on his wife…
Well… sadly… everything ended tragically…
His wife died last Friday, she died on her way delivering her baby… Actually she was in great shape, and healthy… but on her effort, she felt enormous pain and pass out… then when her family tried to take her to another hospital… it was too late… The child was not even born, and died together with his mother….
I really have no idea to say… I felt so sorry… a few months ago… she always calling me on my cell and asking news about her husband… at first I have no problem with that, but this thing keep on going and going and finally I felt like I was misplaced everything… So I kinda push her out… I refused to talk about her husband, as I tried to keep things with him as they were… I wasn’t being a good friend for her… I even lied to her… I told her that I and her husband are no longer stay in the same house…. I even lied…. And I felt terrible….
I know that I may not be a good friend; I tried to warn him of his conduct, but it was obvious that he is not all ears… Imagine this, if your wife is fighting her way out on delivering a new baby… I couldn’t even imagine any better place then next to your wife… if your wife pregnant, I can imagine that you would go and having fun with other woman… well… my friend did…. But I cannot blame him for not being there for her wife… actually he was planning on going to Semarang and he promises the other guys to go together and went to my friends wedding… I know that he prolly felt bad if he left and didn’t keep his promise… but her wife delivery process was ahead of schedule….
And then tragedy happens…. I know that things aren’t going well for both of them… Now, everything is too late… I’m not holding any grudge on my friend… right or wrong… as far as I’m concern… To me he still dear…
At the funeral I only make a random guess on what he felt…. Shocked, sad, sorry, thinking so many “I wish things were…” or “how could I let this happen?...”…. I don’t know.
All I see was “regret” standing on the corner, smiled grimly and whisper… “I know I’m late…. I always did…”.
On the funeral I spoke to her daughter… she’s 8 years old and totally adorable…. Her name is Ola… :
Spin: Psst…..
Ola : Psstt….too…
Spin: Did u miss me?...
Ola : *smiled*
Spin: Hey… could you pass me that candy….
Ola : Hehehe…. Candy is bad for your teeth…. Mom said that… ( she grinned and showed me her front teeth was gone… )
Spin: Psstt….. can I keep you….
Ola : No….. Unca… you no fun… you only fun when we were drawing snoopy….
Spin: really?…
Ola : Yeah….
Oh dear…. That simple chat was totally a heartbreak…. In my religion, a woman that died on her way delivering her baby is going straight to heaven…. I could never think anything best…
Meanwhile, my close friends is getting married today, both of them…. They totally deserve it… they’ve been together for over nine years ( WOW !! ), and I witness how their relation going…
Me and some of the guys pay them a visit after the funeral, for a pre wedding ocassion… and things was good enough to make my day a little bit enlighten…
I haven’t heard any news from my friends from Djogja…. Hopefully they can make it…
PS:
I felt empty….posted @ 10:25 AM 1 comments
I’m in my hometown Semarang, and two things happened here… a funeral and a wedding…
Last year on when I joined LJ, and blogspot, I wrote an entry about a friend that cheat on his wife…
Well… sadly… everything ended tragically…
His wife died last Friday, she died on her way delivering her baby… Actually she was in great shape, and healthy… but on her effort, she felt enormous pain and pass out… then when her family tried to take her to another hospital… it was too late… The child was not even born, and died together with his mother….
I really have no idea to say… I felt so sorry… a few months ago… she always calling me on my cell and asking news about her husband… at first I have no problem with that, but this thing keep on going and going and finally I felt like I was misplaced everything… So I kinda push her out… I refused to talk about her husband, as I tried to keep things with him as they were… I wasn’t being a good friend for her… I even lied to her… I told her that I and her husband are no longer stay in the same house…. I even lied…. And I felt terrible….
I know that I may not be a good friend; I tried to warn him of his conduct, but it was obvious that he is not all ears… Imagine this, if your wife is fighting her way out on delivering a new baby… I couldn’t even imagine any better place then next to your wife… if your wife pregnant, I can imagine that you would go and having fun with other woman… well… my friend did…. But I cannot blame him for not being there for her wife… actually he was planning on going to Semarang and he promises the other guys to go together and went to my friends wedding… I know that he prolly felt bad if he left and didn’t keep his promise… but her wife delivery process was ahead of schedule….
And then tragedy happens…. I know that things aren’t going well for both of them… Now, everything is too late… I’m not holding any grudge on my friend… right or wrong… as far as I’m concern… To me he still dear…
At the funeral I only make a random guess on what he felt…. Shocked, sad, sorry, thinking so many “I wish things were…” or “how could I let this happen?...”…. I don’t know.
All I see was “regret” standing on the corner, smiled grimly and whisper… “I know I’m late…. I always did…”.
On the funeral I spoke to her daughter… she’s 8 years old and totally adorable…. Her name is Ola… :
Spin: Psst…..
Ola : Psstt….too…
Spin: Did u miss me?...
Ola : *smiled*
Spin: Hey… could you pass me that candy….
Ola : Hehehe…. Candy is bad for your teeth…. Mom said that… ( she grinned and showed me her front teeth was gone… )
Spin: Psstt….. can I keep you….
Ola : No….. Unca… you no fun… you only fun when we were drawing snoopy….
Spin: really?…
Ola : Yeah….
Oh dear…. That simple chat was totally a heartbreak…. In my religion, a woman that died on her way delivering her baby is going straight to heaven…. I could never think anything best…
Meanwhile, my close friends is getting married today, both of them…. They totally deserve it… they’ve been together for over nine years ( WOW !! ), and I witness how their relation going…
Me and some of the guys pay them a visit after the funeral, for a pre wedding ocassion… and things was good enough to make my day a little bit enlighten…
I haven’t heard any news from my friends from Djogja…. Hopefully they can make it…
PS:
I felt empty….posted @ 10:25 AM 1 comments
Well... I'm back...
These past two weeks have been two crazy weeks...
Few things happened.... both good and bad things...
But somehow I felt so depressed, so I decided to take a break from every daily activities. I crash on my old boarding house, and get a full rest there... contemplating on things...
I need a comfort zone... and my old boarding house is the place that provide that...
So.... I tried some old fun activities... slappin' and tappin' the bass... playing some cool new games ( thanks to my friends hi-end class PC ), I got hooked up with Need For Speed Underground 2, Prince of Persia 2, and Half Life 2... enjoying coffee on the roof top and watching the mount Merapi as well as the sunset... Hanging out in some of my regular eating place... So yes... basically I have loads of FUN!!....
I spent a whole week there... skip my classes... turning off my cell at normal hours... I got OL only a few minutes and just replying some off my friends mails....
When I realize that I ran out of clean clothes and underwear, I know I had to get back home... so I did... And now... for an unknown reason... I hate my place...
PS :
Oh yes... here's a fun fact!!.... kids can be vicious... When I help my nephew when she moved out to her new house....
I met some of my niece, it was nice... one of them is always calling me "I know you" ( since I used to call her "hey, I know you..." like Tom Hanks in "You've got Mail", later she thought that it was my name... LOL )
She's really cute.... but anyway... my other niece is really deadly. I meeeeann it....
One of my niece ( she's 4 years old ) bite me on my arms... both of them... She's always trying to pinch me, but kept failing... and then she used her secret weapons... her teeths... And it really hurt... it left me two blue rounds mark on my arms.... :(posted @ 1:46 AM 1 comments
These past two weeks have been two crazy weeks...
Few things happened.... both good and bad things...
But somehow I felt so depressed, so I decided to take a break from every daily activities. I crash on my old boarding house, and get a full rest there... contemplating on things...
I need a comfort zone... and my old boarding house is the place that provide that...
So.... I tried some old fun activities... slappin' and tappin' the bass... playing some cool new games ( thanks to my friends hi-end class PC ), I got hooked up with Need For Speed Underground 2, Prince of Persia 2, and Half Life 2... enjoying coffee on the roof top and watching the mount Merapi as well as the sunset... Hanging out in some of my regular eating place... So yes... basically I have loads of FUN!!....
I spent a whole week there... skip my classes... turning off my cell at normal hours... I got OL only a few minutes and just replying some off my friends mails....
When I realize that I ran out of clean clothes and underwear, I know I had to get back home... so I did... And now... for an unknown reason... I hate my place...
PS :
Oh yes... here's a fun fact!!.... kids can be vicious... When I help my nephew when she moved out to her new house....
I met some of my niece, it was nice... one of them is always calling me "I know you" ( since I used to call her "hey, I know you..." like Tom Hanks in "You've got Mail", later she thought that it was my name... LOL )
She's really cute.... but anyway... my other niece is really deadly. I meeeeann it....
One of my niece ( she's 4 years old ) bite me on my arms... both of them... She's always trying to pinch me, but kept failing... and then she used her secret weapons... her teeths... And it really hurt... it left me two blue rounds mark on my arms.... :(posted @ 1:46 AM 1 comments
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