and i would sing you a loud lullaby. when you hover aside and fall asleep. and when you drift in dreams... my loud lullaby will keep you awake.
Today, I woke up at three in the afternoon.... and something tells me to check my cell for messages..... and I got 4 new messages....and 3 miss call...
The 1st message caught my eyes, is unusual... Manda, I mean I know the person very well, but he rarely sends me any messages. And I wasn't prepare for any surprises.... He told me that one of my friend died last night over an accident... Andri died on accident.... I read that line over and over again... I called some of my friends to make sure that the name written on the text was him....
I found myself.... cuddling up the gloomy air in my room....
He died... not a close friend... but for me... he still dear... he spent his first two year with me on the same boarding house. Last time I met him was about two years ago... on a garden party, celebrating his graduation... he's a talented architect.... a loyal person... he's having this long time relationship with his girlfriend since high school... about nine years of relationship... I can't imagine how she felt about this...
I remember the way he smoke... it's very unusual... he smoke the cigarrete like a child sucking a lollypops... he always got a wet filter... we used to make jokes on the way he smoke....
About four years ago I lost a friend over an accident too... I'm still able to draw the image when I saw his back and waving good bye... a last goodbye actually... a friend knocks my door at midnight and told me that he's gone... I yelled in disbelieve...how come ???... We just went fishing today....
And today... their face flashing in my eyes... a fast moving frames.... their smile, their laugh....
I lost four dear friend over accidents... tragic... all of them was a very good people in many qualities...
The truth is... I have no idea... Death has her own way in my circles.... always in surprise... unexcpected person and ways to die...
( To Tubagus, Taufiq, Andry and Mas Rifqi... I can only pray... )
Line of the day : "... I told you I wont be coming back..."
( Robert de Niro : HEAT )
The 1st message caught my eyes, is unusual... Manda, I mean I know the person very well, but he rarely sends me any messages. And I wasn't prepare for any surprises.... He told me that one of my friend died last night over an accident... Andri died on accident.... I read that line over and over again... I called some of my friends to make sure that the name written on the text was him....
I found myself.... cuddling up the gloomy air in my room....
He died... not a close friend... but for me... he still dear... he spent his first two year with me on the same boarding house. Last time I met him was about two years ago... on a garden party, celebrating his graduation... he's a talented architect.... a loyal person... he's having this long time relationship with his girlfriend since high school... about nine years of relationship... I can't imagine how she felt about this...
I remember the way he smoke... it's very unusual... he smoke the cigarrete like a child sucking a lollypops... he always got a wet filter... we used to make jokes on the way he smoke....
About four years ago I lost a friend over an accident too... I'm still able to draw the image when I saw his back and waving good bye... a last goodbye actually... a friend knocks my door at midnight and told me that he's gone... I yelled in disbelieve...how come ???... We just went fishing today....
And today... their face flashing in my eyes... a fast moving frames.... their smile, their laugh....
I lost four dear friend over accidents... tragic... all of them was a very good people in many qualities...
The truth is... I have no idea... Death has her own way in my circles.... always in surprise... unexcpected person and ways to die...
( To Tubagus, Taufiq, Andry and Mas Rifqi... I can only pray... )
Line of the day : "... I told you I wont be coming back..."
( Robert de Niro : HEAT )
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